Bridge the identity gap between who you are and who you want to show up as and Awaken Your full Potential

The first time I had a dream that felt as though it was expanding on the work I do in the Akashic records, was near the beginning of my journey. As I was experiencing the dream I felt as though I was both observing the dream and part of the dream. I could go from looking at the scene from a distance and then move into the dream and be up close to the options and experience what it would look like to make each choice. That has been common for me in a lot of dreams that I do not attribute to the work in the Akashic as well. Being able to observe and be a part of the dreams has become a normal way for me to experience my sleep space.

I am on a dock on a lake. There are a few boats tied to different legs of the dock, and there are multiple extensions of the dock off of the main walkway. Some of the dock extensions are short, and others are long. I am walking up and down the dock, looking up each one. I am very indecisive and I do not know which way to go. 

For context about where I was in life, I was just starting my soul journey. I had a friend who told me he had feelings for me, and I was in a relationship. I am still in the same relationship and still friends with the person who expressed his feelings for me. 

As I walked along the dock, I looked up one of the shorter extensions and I see the friend who expressed his feelings for me. I watched as I chose this path and went towards my friend. We were happy for a little while, and as we came to another fork in the road he chose one path and I chose another, and I watched as our friendship as well as the relationship, disappear. I walk back to the dock and continue looking up each path. I see my current partner ahead of me on the dock. I walk to him and we continue up and down different extensions. At the end of the dock, I go left. We come to the end, and it is black and abrupt, as though the choices on this path were undetermined and uncertain as to what it would look like if I took this left. We go back and go the other way. As we go the other way, we continue to look up other paths off this extension, and as we do, we continue to come back to the main walkway and go together. I know there were twists and turns and still many choices to make at the time of this dream for how things were going to look, it gave me the answer I needed at the time in regards to my relationship and how to proceed with my friend.

The experiences down each path were clear and not clear at the same time. I was given the answer to my question and although they showed me many paths with many choices I only felt called to check out a small number of them and I was only shown my relationships in regards to each party and whether they would be happy or last. I was not looking to leave my partner only for confirmation that I was making the right choice staying in my relationship as we had been having some issues. I made the choice to communicate and make choices together in how we wanted to experience our relationship going forward.

Since I have been on my Soul led path my dream space has become sacred. Back in the time that I have shared the dreams from, I was not a fan of sleeping. I have covered the dreams I fully remember from that time and from there I began to have night terrors. I would wake up screaming, fighting and even gave my ex husband a fat lip and black eye at some point from the violence in my dream space. I did not know this then, bad dreams are a source of vital information. When you are not taking the information from your everyday dreams, and the message is important, you are given nightmares to get your full attention. When you can step through the fear and take an observer view on the nightmare, you will find many messages entangled in something you initially viewed as terrifying. 

Our minds are turning short term memories into long term memories, going through important and unimportant information, healing the body and many other functions as we sleep. The fact that our higher-self, guides, source energy/God can use the space to give us messages is intriguing in that you would think with everything else happening as we sleep would make that impossible. We are in theta, beta and other levels of frequency at this time. The states we are in are the learning states we experienced as children. You can reach this state in meditation and in moments that you are completely calm like hypnosis or sitting in silence where you are focused on finding the space between thoughts.

There are many books and sites you can google to find the meaning behind different animals, symbols, experiences and more however a lot of times you may need to pay attention to the emotion or feelings behind the fear or emotions that you were facing, the fear and emotion itself can also many times be the message. When we live in fear we give power to forces created here on earth and find ourselves unable to stay aligned to our soul path, abundance, love and other things we are meant to experience in this life. The information you find in dream dictionaries and other sources can be very limiting in the interpretation of the dreams or nightmares you are having. Use discernment and use any source of help with a open mind to expand what you may already feel when looking at the dream. Write it down and come back to the dream a day or more later. After the emotion and energy has time to settle, you will be able to pick out the pieces holding the answers you are seeking.

Be intentional in your dream space. As you are looking deeper into this space you will want to set strong intentions, ask questions and be ready to wake up and write to not miss any of the important things that come through. If you have struggled remembering your dreams and only know what you wake up feeling, write that down and again ask questions. As you write what you are feeling, continue to write what comes to mind about the emotions and feelings you are having, free flow write everything that comes up even when you start to feel like you are making things up, keep going and see what comes through. This is a good practice to begin to connect with the sources providing you with the information in the dreams and find the answers you are seeking.  As you do this often it will get easier, you may hold onto the dreams longer, remember more detail and get the meanings to what you are asking or needing to know in life quickly and effectively.

Dream

This dream/night terror was incredibly real, almost as though I timelined jump before I knew what that was. It was a beautiful night, when I had went to bed I had mentioned to my boyfriend that I wish I had a tent because I would love to sleep out by the stars. In my dream I woke up. Nothing was out of place, there was nothing in my room that stood out as different, I felt awake. The stars were bright and I decided I was going to sleep outside, despite the objection from my boyfriend still. I told he he didn't have to come outside with me and that I was going to set myself up to enjoy the beautiful night. I found my air matress and pump, took it outside with a couple of blankets and pillows and pumped up the air matress. I decided that I wanted to be at the edge of my driveway, I believe my reason was to be aware of anything going on out front. We lived in a small town, never busy at night and did not think any more of the reasoning behind putting my mattress there. As I was getting everything put together, matress was blown up and I was putting on the sheet and blankets I thought I saw something that flickered under the street lamp across the street. It was tall, black and fast, too fast to really see but it felt animal like the way the eyes caught the light. I went out to the front yard and looked around, again nothing was any different than it normally is and I did not see any animals or other things out of place so I went back to my mattress. I fell asleep easliy and my boyfriend had decided to stay out with me making me feel at ease. I wake up to two giant 3' spiders stabbing us with their legs, hissing and biting at us. I start to freak out, I am shielding myself with my pillow and kicking with all my might at these things. One is on top of my boyfriend who I here groan and yell ouch which tells me this is real and makes me fight even harder. I am sure we are dead because these spiders are relentless and my boyfriend sounds like he is losing his fight.

When he finally wakes me up, he is on top of me holding me down, he has a bloody nose and has obviously fighting to get me to wake up for awhile. I sit up and catch my breath. I realize we are in our room still and instantly calm down, he asks me what the heck that was as he is cleaning up his face and I remember barely awake telling him spiders as I laid down and went back to sleep. By this time I had been having night terrors for a couple years and as soon as I was calm I went back to sleep no problem. The next morning, my boyfriend has been awake since he woke me from the dream and is mad that I can just go right back to sleep after, my sister comes up and said she thought we were all getting murdered and she had just pulled her blankets over her head after I stopped yelling and hoped for the best.

This is another dream I have not looked for the meaning behind, it took place over 20 years ago and do not remember details of what I was going through at the time.

Dreams are a source of lots of information. From our guides to our own intuition you can receive lessons, warnings and answers to questions to name a few things that come through in that space. Depending on how you choose to use the space, you can change how you connect with departed spirits, astral travel and lucid dream as you put focus on using the space effectively. I am sharing dreams from before the time I understood that dreams were so much more than the practical function of changing short term information into long term memory and the healing our bodies do when we sleep as well.

This next dream is a recurring dream I had for around three or more years. I used to have it regularly and it started to come less and less until I no longer had it.

For context, I grew up in the Edmonton area, close to West Edmonton Mall. Some of my family live very close to the mall, and we used to do the water park for birthdays.  In the dream we are at the water park. It is a normal scene although the slides were a little different. My favorite slide required a bunch of stairs to a platform that was technically outside of the park. My dad is up on the platform and a couple of my cousins are there in the lineup already. As we are waiting our turn I look out and all the water in the water park is turning red. The water has turned to blood and now we have to figure out how to get out of the park. We decide to go down the slide and I always wake up before we do.  The other people are panicking and running down stairs, people are getting hurt and jumping out of the other slides. It is chaos. I do not feel the chaos where we are but see it all around. I am grossed out by it but ready to take the slide to avoid the rest of the chaos.

This next dream is a dream I had, however I do not know that it was a recurring dream as such. It was more of a progressive dream that I was able to see into the first three months of when I figure my dark night of the soul was in full swing. I am going to start with something that was related to the dream that physically manifested and was experienced by my family and friend. In our basement we collected bottles to turn in for extra money on our vacations when I was a kid. They were always sorted into boxes from the bottle depot before we took them in. One night me and my friend were playing video games in the rumpus room and we hear a crash from the hallway. We figure one of the pets had knocked over the bottles. There was also a window there so a thought of an intruder crossed our minds when my parents were yelling at us for making the noise. We said it had to have been one of the pets because we had not left the room. When we went to look, all the bottles were stacked, there was no mess and no intruder. That was the first of many times I can recall of hearing bottles crash and it not happening until I lived in the apartment from this dream.

The dream was of me moving to a city aways away from my family and moving in with a friend. I did not know my friend yet and he was not familiar in my dream. When we met in real life we were inseparable. The apartment was a two bedroom with nice closet space. In the one closet there was a jewelry holder and lots of hanging space and drawers. With a second closet type space with a drawer, two shelves and a space to hang clothes. There was a washing machine in the second bedroom which was not installed properly upon us moving in. It broke and flooded the apartment shortly after we moved in. After a month of being in the apartment together things started to go missing and after three months I was finally forced to move out. Fast forward to the weeks leading up to us moving into the apartment. I started to dream about us moving in again. I saw a few of the fights, something getting stolen and more. I was able to say when it would happen and who it was going to include in what was happening. I changed a few things which seemed to make the outcomes worse at the time. I fixed the washing machine when we moved in and told my friend I only could see three months of us living together in the apartment. At three months was when I moved out. I won't go into specifics as it was a very pivotal time and not a good one for a lot of it. I may do another post in a separate space to talk about some of the paranormal and psychic attacks that took place in the apartment. The bottles hung on the door to the closet, we heard someone come into the apartment and the bottles were knocked off of the handle of the closet. Since that happened I have not heard the sound of bottles falling again.  The dream progressed exactly how the three months in the apartment did. I told my friend a few of the things I saw before we moved in and as we lived there I experienced things that made me think I was losing my mind. I know it was important to my journey and I am glad to have had the experience as I feel it showed me how much power we have once we stop letting what we see happening in the 3D affect how we feel and experience our lives.