Bridge the identity gap between who you are and who you want to show up as and Awaken Your full Potential

I was at my sisters for a week. It was for my niece's birthday, our parents were there, and my brother-in-law's family came for the later part of the day. We had spent almost a full day in the hospital for my sister and I was exhausted. This is the first time I can say in my journey I felt completely ungrounded. I was hearing thoughts, feeling all the feelings around me and my head was loud.

Saturday night proved to be challenging. Ungrounded in a home filled with people completely in their human made me take on everything. In my mind and body I felt and heard everything in everyone's head. A secret conversation in my head with my brother-in-law's mother had me in tears in the bathroom, still not information I have shared aside from a little context to my brother about her telling me she wanted to slap the works. I was ridiculed and told I do voodoo, generally doesn't bother me I have been called the devil and told I do the devil's work many times since I have started this journey. It has taught me boundaries and an ultimate knowing that people would rather blame everyone but themselves for what they are experiencing. It has also gave me an even greater disdain for religion and the belief that God is fear. God is love, everything and everyone that has convinced you otherwise has something to gain from you staying in fear of something that is IN YOU. We are not separate from anything in this world we are all of one, created and built from the same material you find in everything on this planet and off.

This night was a hard one to fall asleep however it was my best sleep and I was able to finally face an entity I had been seeing since I was a kid. Even tho the devil and other evil entities are a creation of our minds, they have power until you take it away. These can come from our families, past lives, ancestors and people we have met along the way. If we believe in them, even a little you give them a space to exist. When you fear them, they can manipulate and control your life and be a part of your truth. Having my grounding cord reconnected in the hour of my melt down, I was able to shift away all that was not mind leaving only the entity that had been attached to our family, holding us in a specific timeline pattern for hundreds of year. 

The Dream- I am on a street with my boyfriend and a friend I do not recognize. It is a good day, beautiful outside, I do not know our destination and we are laughing and joking as we walk. A car turns left as we are crossing a street. It barely misses my bf and I hit the hood of the car as it proceeds to almost come on the sidewalk where I still am. When I look back to the sidewalk I do not see my bf. I walk along the sidewalk calling his name. Checking both sides of the road until i feel someone grab my legs. I scream although I do not feel fear, I start to kick and yell for help. I can not see the person holding me but I hear them say to stop fighting no one is coming for me. I break free and run. I get to the other side of the road and slow down. Another person comes out of an alley and grabs me, I sense it is the same person however I still can not see them. I say person loosely as I know it was not a person but held the shape and sounded human when it spoke. Scooby Doo proved that the monster is always human. I was that person. From another life another time. I run from them, into a tim horton's. I go straight to the bathroom and hide. I wash my face and then go out. They call my name. I say I did not order anything. The person behind the counter says maybe you do not remember, you know how bad your memory is. I take the drink and realize it is a small coffee filled with a half a cup of sugar. I do not question my memory and throw it away before leaving. Back on the street, it is empty of people. There are cars driving, but I am the only one walking. I cross back across the road to where we started and find a little girl crying. I stop to talk to her, she says she is lost and doesn't know what to do. I go to console her when she stops crying, her face goes cold and behind me is the same voice, same person and they say can't you see you are never going to escape me. This time I wake up. A couple hours later after messaging a psychic friend about it my niece was bitten by a dog. It gave a warning and it was ignored. Lessons were learned. I instantly went to get rid of the dog and wanting the dog to be put down. The dog is a good dog, it was a high stress weekend and as I said we ignored the warnings. I instantly went to the dream. My friend gave it a name that came to here, the general the killer of light. We made it deaf and dumb in my presence and aside from the sharing of this dream, I have not thought about it and if it pops into my mind I take back my power and know that it may still exist out there but it does not have any power over me or my family. Since then things have shifted quickly in my life. Money flowing, oportunities and so much happiness, joy and manifestation at quick rates of speed.

As I mentioned, all of these man made creations are from within. Parts of us we do not want to acknowledge, whether from our pasts, family, or ancestors. Acknowledge them, have love and forgiveness for the creation of them or the relinquishing of your power to them, and claim back your sovereignty.

This dream lead me down some important paths. I found gene keys which helped me to look at some of the parts of my life that I was not  going deep into. It provided new perceptions on situations and a look at what the shadows associated with my birth chart that needed my attention. There is still a lot I am discovering from that space and have really found my way forward in my life and my practice.

Dream - I am in my car, I believe I am in Mundare by where my grandparents used to live. I am doing a live broadcast on social media and attached to my phone is a secondary camera that is on a cord plugged into the usb port. The live is busy with lots of people asking questions and getting readings. The live goes blank all of a sudden and just stops. The screen goes black after the stream of people stops and are no longer coming through. I reach for my phone, as I grab it the camera falls. I stop reaching for my phone which is on a stand attached to the dash and reach for the camera. I notice that the world now looks just as dark as my phone, I am straightening up from grabbing the camera and as I do a picture flashes on my phone. It was fast but clear, it was an old photo very sepia in color. A woman in the top picture, my mom very young and a man below also very young, my dad. The pictures were from the late sixties or early seventies. The picture is gone as fast as it popped up and I am again aware of how dark it is in my car, almost as though it is night but in the moments before the sun was high in the sky. As I find my attention back on my phone a shadow darker than the sky crawls out from the back of my phone. It moves very intentionally across the dash towards me, it is no bigger than the space between the dash and roof of the car and it has me scrambling to get myself out of the car away from it. I can not get the car door open. Fear grips me and I find I can't scream or make a noise to get my bf's attention. He seems to see that I want out of the car and runs to the driver side, unable to get in. I get out a whisper as the shadow moves from the dash towards me on the seat. I am still doing everything to get away but there is nowhere to go. I wake up to a touch from my bf as I was frantic in my sleep. 

When I woke up there was no fear. I have had many nightmares where the fear or pain followed me as I awoke. I asked questions about the symbolism in the dream. The shadow representing the actual shadow work needed in regards to forgiveness and releasing things that my parents carried and that I carried because they did. There was a few more things that came up in my ancestral line and also my own past lives that was shifted within having this dream as well. If there is any shadow work you are struggling to reframe, go to genekeys.com and  see what it has to say. I can say it helped me move a lot fast. 

As I was working more consistently with my Akashic records and asking for my guides to give me a clear look at what I needed to address within that space, I had a dream about a lifetime that I had big dreams but little money knowledge and no business sense. I had a brother who was younger than me, he was well kept and put together. I went to him for everything. Our parents had passed away and left us an inheritance. I do not know the amount, however I do know I was gung hoe to start a business. Things kept going wrong. I was not hanging with a good crowd and I was not engaging in all things good. I was spending the money on way more than my new business and when something went wrong in the kitchen I did not have enough to open. I am now the observer of this scene. I am looking at it from above the situation as it is happening. I am asking my brother for ten thousand dollars. In fact I am practically begging. I tell him I will never ask for another dime and I will pay him back as my business brings in money, I will pay him first.  I do not witness anymore than that part of the exchange.

Leading into this dream I am in a flying car. We are flying between planets on a highway that looks like the rings of Saturn. I am with beings and others I recognize but can't name. We go quite far before coming to a mall type space. I am guided up the stairs and told to look down at the scene. I experienced the first part of the dream as the guy I am now observing, I moved from that experience to the observer in a flash I can not describe.

In this life I never had any more than ten thousand dollars come to at once. As I shift and move this energy the flow of money has shifted and changed. Making  choices, learning to calm my nervous system to allow in an experience I have never had before and expanding my chakras have been key to calling in my clients, success and having money come from expected and unexpected ways. We carry so much from past lives, ancestors and family that we do not know until we are willing to ask questions, get curious in loving ways and step through the fear of judgement and loss plus so many other fears we carry. 

The programs and guidance I offer moves you through all experiences, known and unknown, that are holding you from stepping into your soul path with ease and flow. So many get stuck in the journey after they get started because there is this knowing that everything is meant for us and it doesn't make sense that we can not call it in easily. I offer guidance and practices paired with recode and quantum shifting that moves you into your dream life with such speed it feels fake. Book a FREE call on my home page to see if what I do and offer is right for you. Or hop right in, go to the store or follow the links for payment options!