This dream lead me down some important paths. I found gene keys which helped me to look at some of the parts of my life that I was not  going deep into. It provided new perceptions on situations and a look at what the shadows associated with my birth chart that needed my attention. There is still a lot I am discovering from that space and have really found my way forward in my life and my practice.

Dream - I am in my car, I believe I am in Mundare by where my grandparents used to live. I am doing a live broadcast on social media and attached to my phone is a secondary camera that is on a cord plugged into the usb port. The live is busy with lots of people asking questions and getting readings. The live goes blank all of a sudden and just stops. The screen goes black after the stream of people stops and are no longer coming through. I reach for my phone, as I grab it the camera falls. I stop reaching for my phone which is on a stand attached to the dash and reach for the camera. I notice that the world now looks just as dark as my phone, I am straightening up from grabbing the camera and as I do a picture flashes on my phone. It was fast but clear, it was an old photo very sepia in color. A woman in the top picture, my mom very young and a man below also very young, my dad. The pictures were from the late sixties or early seventies. The picture is gone as fast as it popped up and I am again aware of how dark it is in my car, almost as though it is night but in the moments before the sun was high in the sky. As I find my attention back on my phone a shadow darker than the sky crawls out from the back of my phone. It moves very intentionally across the dash towards me, it is no bigger than the space between the dash and roof of the car and it has me scrambling to get myself out of the car away from it. I can not get the car door open. Fear grips me and I find I can't scream or make a noise to get my bf's attention. He seems to see that I want out of the car and runs to the driver side, unable to get in. I get out a whisper as the shadow moves from the dash towards me on the seat. I am still doing everything to get away but there is nowhere to go. I wake up to a touch from my bf as I was frantic in my sleep. 

When I woke up there was no fear. I have had many nightmares where the fear or pain followed me as I awoke. I asked questions about the symbolism in the dream. The shadow representing the actual shadow work needed in regards to forgiveness and releasing things that my parents carried and that I carried because they did. There was a few more things that came up in my ancestral line and also my own past lives that was shifted within having this dream as well. If there is any shadow work you are struggling to reframe, go to genekeys.com and  see what it has to say. I can say it helped me move a lot fast. 

Following the last timeline dream I had another dream that brought me to a timeline that was completely different to where I exist today. It was a closer representation as my sister was still my sister and she owned the house she owns today. Key differences were our ages, we were way younger than we are today and in this timeline both of our parents had passed.  As well our close friend group were our co workers in this timeline.

I wake up and it is time to go to work. I go up the stairs to find my sister and brother in-law having breakfast waiting for me to go to work. I noticed right away that something was different. In my mind I am scrambling because my niece is not here and my brother in law always tells me I am not allowed to live with them. I stay casual and grab something to eat. They tell me to make it on the go because we are going to be late for work. I make some toast and put on my shoes. We drive for about ten minutes and get to work, we work at a place that makes, fixes and sells frames for doors and windows.  I have really noticed my sister has piercings all over her face including cheeks and nose, she does not have those in this timeline. I keep finding myself staring at them. She asks me numerous times if I am feeling okay. I sit behind a desk, I know it is mine because my name is on it. I start reading signs and watching what everyone else is doing because I have no idea what I do here. I see our friends and they are working in the back building. They do not acknowledge me or talk to me when I talk to them. I realize I have no clue what I am supposed to do. I get called over to a different station, a broken window and lock have come in and apparently this is my strong suit. I sit down and get to work. A guy comes over seeing me struggle, he asks me if I am okay. The same question my sister keeps asking me. I tell him I woke up feeling really off and I can not seem to get my head together. He shows me what I was doing wrong. I thank him and ask him some questions about what I do here. He seems very confused at my questions. I tell him I do not want to sound crazy but nothing here is familiar to me except for my sister and brother inlaw and the people I recognize from where I believe I from that do not seem to know me in any way. I ask him not to say anything that I am sure I will figure my shit out and thank him for helping me. As we finish work and get home I ask my sister to go for a walk with me. I tell her everything about why I was feeling off and what I remember of where I was when I went to sleep. I tell her to take out her piercings and to take better care of her health. I tell her how she got fit and got pregnant with my niece right after. She cried because they had been trying and she was having issues conceiving. I tell her what fixed it in the other timeline and that I know she was going to succeed. I went to sleep after dinner and woke up back in my bed.

I called my sister and told her all about it. I told her I hoped I made her life better in that timeline and that if they ever merge what she could watch for. 

I am jumping to this particular dream experience because it touches on how our lives are happening all at once. I see other lives when I do readings and some of them feel as tho we have experienced the linear time effect in different bodies, as different sexes and different races. It hurts my brain to think that we are in different bodies and that timelines outside the present moment are affecting how we are living today. This leads me to believe that everything happening all at once is relative to the body and sex we are in this moment. I believe that in those bodies and sexes that there were other timelines and paths that were relative to that space in time. I know we carry the lessons from our past lives and many of us here today are here to heal our past trauma as well as the family trauma we have chosen to be born into in this lifetime. Along this frame of time since the only time that exists is the present we are running timelines where we are in the body we are in, but we chose different families, unique experiences and are also living with alternate timelines where we made different choices which are generally the timelines we can jump to both when we make aligning decisions to our optimal timelines or when we make decisions that take us into harder experiences where things are not working out for us. The whole earth experience is teaching us how to step into our consciousness and be aware that we are creating our lives with the choices we make.  

This dream had me visit a timeline that I was in my body, but everything else was different. I had the memories of who I am here and all the places and people I saw were all the same, except for the role of me.

It was Christmas time, I know this because of the decorations and who was at my family's house. There was no snow though which did alert me to something being off. I pull up and park in front of my neighbors house across the road. I always park there because it drives him nuts. I have presents in my hand and I am showing up alone. I am driving my Hyundai Elantra, which in this lifetime my parents gave to me, I had an accident, and it was written off. There were definitely a few tells that things were different and I know a few stood out to let me know I was not in this timeline. My sister owns a house and my parents sold our house that I am at in this dream a few years ago now.  I go into the house, walking in without knocking and say hello. My parents are on the couch with my uncle, the pets are running around. My sister is in the kitchen cooking and my brother inlaw is sitting in a chair by the door in the kitchen smoking. I set the gifts down by the tree and hug my parents who I call mom and dad and hug my uncle calling him by name as well. I noticed they were looking at me funny but I did not think anything of it. I hug my sister as I fix her shirt and brush her hair out of her eyes. I look at my brother in-law and comment about him smoking again after so many years of quitting. He says something along the line of work is stressful. I notice they had renovated the kitchen moving the door to the side of the house and clearing out the non used space that was built in behind the closets, which I also commented on. There is a couple sitting at the table that I do not recognize and I give them a quick wave. My mom is smoking in the living room and with my brother smoking by the door it is getting to me. These two kids come out around the corner and I decide I am going to go play with the kids. We go to the spare room where they are set up with toys and a bed and we play for around an hour. I go back to the kitchen for a drink after the hour is done and I realize that everyone is giving me the strangest look. I ask my sister what is going on and she asks me with all seriousness, who are you? I am now confused and I say I am Lora your sister. She says no that is Lora my sister as she points to the woman at the table, her husband and you were playing with her kids. She asks me again, who are you? I say I don't know as I grab my jacket and head down the stairs to the door. I realized that they didn't question who I was because I knew everyone. I knew things that a friend or family would have known and everyone just thought I was a friend of one of theirs and upon me going to play with the kids they realized no one knew who I was.  

After I left the house I went up to the restaurant and wanted to order food. I knew the people at the restaurant but they did not seem to know me or care that I was there. The waitress got my order wrong and no one was speaking to me. I felt insignificant and like I did not matter. I ate my breakfast pondering who I was and what I was supposed to do if I did not belong in this time. I hear an alarm in the distance and start to look for it. Waking up in my bed felt like it took a minute to get back to my body and my bed. I know at the time of this experience I was shedding and clearing a lot about my identity and who I am here in the world. What does your life look like if you remove the people places and things that matter most to you? I felt insignificant. I have since done a lot of inner work to know that even without all my titles and beliefs about who I am and where I come from, that even without them I have a role to play here on the planet. 

Whether I truly exist on a timeline that I do not have this name or family or if it was showing me what not having my identity felt like at that moment in time I was scared to call my sister for a week until I finally called to make sure I was in the timeline that still carried my family. Today I understand my message and have worked on that feeling of insignificance and not belonging.

The first time I had a dream that felt as though it was expanding on the work I do in the Akashic records, was near the beginning of my journey. As I was experiencing the dream I felt as though I was both observing the dream and part of the dream. I could go from looking at the scene from a distance and then move into the dream and be up close to the options and experience what it would look like to make each choice. That has been common for me in a lot of dreams that I do not attribute to the work in the Akashic as well. Being able to observe and be a part of the dreams has become a normal way for me to experience my sleep space.

I am on a dock on a lake. There are a few boats tied to different legs of the dock, and there are multiple extensions of the dock off of the main walkway. Some of the dock extensions are short, and others are long. I am walking up and down the dock, looking up each one. I am very indecisive and I do not know which way to go. 

For context about where I was in life, I was just starting my soul journey. I had a friend who told me he had feelings for me, and I was in a relationship. I am still in the same relationship and still friends with the person who expressed his feelings for me. 

As I walked along the dock, I looked up one of the shorter extensions and I see the friend who expressed his feelings for me. I watched as I chose this path and went towards my friend. We were happy for a little while, and as we came to another fork in the road he chose one path and I chose another, and I watched as our friendship as well as the relationship, disappear. I walk back to the dock and continue looking up each path. I see my current partner ahead of me on the dock. I walk to him and we continue up and down different extensions. At the end of the dock, I go left. We come to the end, and it is black and abrupt, as though the choices on this path were undetermined and uncertain as to what it would look like if I took this left. We go back and go the other way. As we go the other way, we continue to look up other paths off this extension, and as we do, we continue to come back to the main walkway and go together. I know there were twists and turns and still many choices to make at the time of this dream for how things were going to look, it gave me the answer I needed at the time in regards to my relationship and how to proceed with my friend.

The experiences down each path were clear and not clear at the same time. I was given the answer to my question and although they showed me many paths with many choices I only felt called to check out a small number of them and I was only shown my relationships in regards to each party and whether they would be happy or last. I was not looking to leave my partner only for confirmation that I was making the right choice staying in my relationship as we had been having some issues. I made the choice to communicate and make choices together in how we wanted to experience our relationship going forward.

Since I have been on my Soul led path my dream space has become sacred. Back in the time that I have shared the dreams from, I was not a fan of sleeping. I have covered the dreams I fully remember from that time and from there I began to have night terrors. I would wake up screaming, fighting and even gave my ex husband a fat lip and black eye at some point from the violence in my dream space. I did not know this then, bad dreams are a source of vital information. When you are not taking the information from your everyday dreams, and the message is important, you are given nightmares to get your full attention. When you can step through the fear and take an observer view on the nightmare, you will find many messages entangled in something you initially viewed as terrifying. 

Our minds are turning short term memories into long term memories, going through important and unimportant information, healing the body and many other functions as we sleep. The fact that our higher-self, guides, source energy/God can use the space to give us messages is intriguing in that you would think with everything else happening as we sleep would make that impossible. We are in theta, beta and other levels of frequency at this time. The states we are in are the learning states we experienced as children. You can reach this state in meditation and in moments that you are completely calm like hypnosis or sitting in silence where you are focused on finding the space between thoughts.

There are many books and sites you can google to find the meaning behind different animals, symbols, experiences and more however a lot of times you may need to pay attention to the emotion or feelings behind the fear or emotions that you were facing, the fear and emotion itself can also many times be the message. When we live in fear we give power to forces created here on earth and find ourselves unable to stay aligned to our soul path, abundance, love and other things we are meant to experience in this life. The information you find in dream dictionaries and other sources can be very limiting in the interpretation of the dreams or nightmares you are having. Use discernment and use any source of help with a open mind to expand what you may already feel when looking at the dream. Write it down and come back to the dream a day or more later. After the emotion and energy has time to settle, you will be able to pick out the pieces holding the answers you are seeking.

Be intentional in your dream space. As you are looking deeper into this space you will want to set strong intentions, ask questions and be ready to wake up and write to not miss any of the important things that come through. If you have struggled remembering your dreams and only know what you wake up feeling, write that down and again ask questions. As you write what you are feeling, continue to write what comes to mind about the emotions and feelings you are having, free flow write everything that comes up even when you start to feel like you are making things up, keep going and see what comes through. This is a good practice to begin to connect with the sources providing you with the information in the dreams and find the answers you are seeking.  As you do this often it will get easier, you may hold onto the dreams longer, remember more detail and get the meanings to what you are asking or needing to know in life quickly and effectively.

Dream

This dream/night terror was incredibly real, almost as though I timelined jump before I knew what that was. It was a beautiful night, when I had went to bed I had mentioned to my boyfriend that I wish I had a tent because I would love to sleep out by the stars. In my dream I woke up. Nothing was out of place, there was nothing in my room that stood out as different, I felt awake. The stars were bright and I decided I was going to sleep outside, despite the objection from my boyfriend still. I told he he didn't have to come outside with me and that I was going to set myself up to enjoy the beautiful night. I found my air matress and pump, took it outside with a couple of blankets and pillows and pumped up the air matress. I decided that I wanted to be at the edge of my driveway, I believe my reason was to be aware of anything going on out front. We lived in a small town, never busy at night and did not think any more of the reasoning behind putting my mattress there. As I was getting everything put together, matress was blown up and I was putting on the sheet and blankets I thought I saw something that flickered under the street lamp across the street. It was tall, black and fast, too fast to really see but it felt animal like the way the eyes caught the light. I went out to the front yard and looked around, again nothing was any different than it normally is and I did not see any animals or other things out of place so I went back to my mattress. I fell asleep easliy and my boyfriend had decided to stay out with me making me feel at ease. I wake up to two giant 3' spiders stabbing us with their legs, hissing and biting at us. I start to freak out, I am shielding myself with my pillow and kicking with all my might at these things. One is on top of my boyfriend who I here groan and yell ouch which tells me this is real and makes me fight even harder. I am sure we are dead because these spiders are relentless and my boyfriend sounds like he is losing his fight.

When he finally wakes me up, he is on top of me holding me down, he has a bloody nose and has obviously fighting to get me to wake up for awhile. I sit up and catch my breath. I realize we are in our room still and instantly calm down, he asks me what the heck that was as he is cleaning up his face and I remember barely awake telling him spiders as I laid down and went back to sleep. By this time I had been having night terrors for a couple years and as soon as I was calm I went back to sleep no problem. The next morning, my boyfriend has been awake since he woke me from the dream and is mad that I can just go right back to sleep after, my sister comes up and said she thought we were all getting murdered and she had just pulled her blankets over her head after I stopped yelling and hoped for the best.

This is another dream I have not looked for the meaning behind, it took place over 20 years ago and do not remember details of what I was going through at the time.

Dreams are a source of lots of information. From our guides to our own intuition you can receive lessons, warnings and answers to questions to name a few things that come through in that space. Depending on how you choose to use the space, you can change how you connect with departed spirits, astral travel and lucid dream as you put focus on using the space effectively. I am sharing dreams from before the time I understood that dreams were so much more than the practical function of changing short term information into long term memory and the healing our bodies do when we sleep as well.

This next dream is a recurring dream I had for around three or more years. I used to have it regularly and it started to come less and less until I no longer had it.

For context, I grew up in the Edmonton area, close to West Edmonton Mall. Some of my family live very close to the mall, and we used to do the water park for birthdays.  In the dream we are at the water park. It is a normal scene although the slides were a little different. My favorite slide required a bunch of stairs to a platform that was technically outside of the park. My dad is up on the platform and a couple of my cousins are there in the lineup already. As we are waiting our turn I look out and all the water in the water park is turning red. The water has turned to blood and now we have to figure out how to get out of the park. We decide to go down the slide and I always wake up before we do.  The other people are panicking and running down stairs, people are getting hurt and jumping out of the other slides. It is chaos. I do not feel the chaos where we are but see it all around. I am grossed out by it but ready to take the slide to avoid the rest of the chaos.

This next dream is a dream I had, however I do not know that it was a recurring dream as such. It was more of a progressive dream that I was able to see into the first three months of when I figure my dark night of the soul was in full swing. I am going to start with something that was related to the dream that physically manifested and was experienced by my family and friend. In our basement we collected bottles to turn in for extra money on our vacations when I was a kid. They were always sorted into boxes from the bottle depot before we took them in. One night me and my friend were playing video games in the rumpus room and we hear a crash from the hallway. We figure one of the pets had knocked over the bottles. There was also a window there so a thought of an intruder crossed our minds when my parents were yelling at us for making the noise. We said it had to have been one of the pets because we had not left the room. When we went to look, all the bottles were stacked, there was no mess and no intruder. That was the first of many times I can recall of hearing bottles crash and it not happening until I lived in the apartment from this dream.

The dream was of me moving to a city aways away from my family and moving in with a friend. I did not know my friend yet and he was not familiar in my dream. When we met in real life we were inseparable. The apartment was a two bedroom with nice closet space. In the one closet there was a jewelry holder and lots of hanging space and drawers. With a second closet type space with a drawer, two shelves and a space to hang clothes. There was a washing machine in the second bedroom which was not installed properly upon us moving in. It broke and flooded the apartment shortly after we moved in. After a month of being in the apartment together things started to go missing and after three months I was finally forced to move out. Fast forward to the weeks leading up to us moving into the apartment. I started to dream about us moving in again. I saw a few of the fights, something getting stolen and more. I was able to say when it would happen and who it was going to include in what was happening. I changed a few things which seemed to make the outcomes worse at the time. I fixed the washing machine when we moved in and told my friend I only could see three months of us living together in the apartment. At three months was when I moved out. I won't go into specifics as it was a very pivotal time and not a good one for a lot of it. I may do another post in a separate space to talk about some of the paranormal and psychic attacks that took place in the apartment. The bottles hung on the door to the closet, we heard someone come into the apartment and the bottles were knocked off of the handle of the closet. Since that happened I have not heard the sound of bottles falling again.  The dream progressed exactly how the three months in the apartment did. I told my friend a few of the things I saw before we moved in and as we lived there I experienced things that made me think I was losing my mind. I know it was important to my journey and I am glad to have had the experience as I feel it showed me how much power we have once we stop letting what we see happening in the 3D affect how we feel and experience our lives.