This dream lead me down some important paths. I found gene keys which helped me to look at some of the parts of my life that I was not going deep into. It provided new perceptions on situations and a look at what the shadows associated with my birth chart that needed my attention. There is still a lot I am discovering from that space and have really found my way forward in my life and my practice.
Dream - I am in my car, I believe I am in Mundare by where my grandparents used to live. I am doing a live broadcast on social media and attached to my phone is a secondary camera that is on a cord plugged into the usb port. The live is busy with lots of people asking questions and getting readings. The live goes blank all of a sudden and just stops. The screen goes black after the stream of people stops and are no longer coming through. I reach for my phone, as I grab it the camera falls. I stop reaching for my phone which is on a stand attached to the dash and reach for the camera. I notice that the world now looks just as dark as my phone, I am straightening up from grabbing the camera and as I do a picture flashes on my phone. It was fast but clear, it was an old photo very sepia in color. A woman in the top picture, my mom very young and a man below also very young, my dad. The pictures were from the late sixties or early seventies. The picture is gone as fast as it popped up and I am again aware of how dark it is in my car, almost as though it is night but in the moments before the sun was high in the sky. As I find my attention back on my phone a shadow darker than the sky crawls out from the back of my phone. It moves very intentionally across the dash towards me, it is no bigger than the space between the dash and roof of the car and it has me scrambling to get myself out of the car away from it. I can not get the car door open. Fear grips me and I find I can't scream or make a noise to get my bf's attention. He seems to see that I want out of the car and runs to the driver side, unable to get in. I get out a whisper as the shadow moves from the dash towards me on the seat. I am still doing everything to get away but there is nowhere to go. I wake up to a touch from my bf as I was frantic in my sleep.
When I woke up there was no fear. I have had many nightmares where the fear or pain followed me as I awoke. I asked questions about the symbolism in the dream. The shadow representing the actual shadow work needed in regards to forgiveness and releasing things that my parents carried and that I carried because they did. There was a few more things that came up in my ancestral line and also my own past lives that was shifted within having this dream as well. If there is any shadow work you are struggling to reframe, go to genekeys.com and see what it has to say. I can say it helped me move a lot fast.
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