I am jumping to this particular dream experience because it touches on how our lives are happening all at once. I see other lives when I do readings and some of them feel as tho we have experienced the linear time effect in different bodies, as different sexes and different races. It hurts my brain to think that we are in different bodies and that timelines outside the present moment are affecting how we are living today. This leads me to believe that everything happening all at once is relative to the body and sex we are in this moment. I believe that in those bodies and sexes that there were other timelines and paths that were relative to that space in time. I know we carry the lessons from our past lives and many of us here today are here to heal our past trauma as well as the family trauma we have chosen to be born into in this lifetime. Along this frame of time since the only time that exists is the present we are running timelines where we are in the body we are in, but we chose different families, unique experiences and are also living with alternate timelines where we made different choices which are generally the timelines we can jump to both when we make aligning decisions to our optimal timelines or when we make decisions that take us into harder experiences where things are not working out for us. The whole earth experience is teaching us how to step into our consciousness and be aware that we are creating our lives with the choices we make.  

This dream had me visit a timeline that I was in my body, but everything else was different. I had the memories of who I am here and all the places and people I saw were all the same, except for the role of me.

It was Christmas time, I know this because of the decorations and who was at my family's house. There was no snow though which did alert me to something being off. I pull up and park in front of my neighbors house across the road. I always park there because it drives him nuts. I have presents in my hand and I am showing up alone. I am driving my Hyundai Elantra, which in this lifetime my parents gave to me, I had an accident, and it was written off. There were definitely a few tells that things were different and I know a few stood out to let me know I was not in this timeline. My sister owns a house and my parents sold our house that I am at in this dream a few years ago now.  I go into the house, walking in without knocking and say hello. My parents are on the couch with my uncle, the pets are running around. My sister is in the kitchen cooking and my brother inlaw is sitting in a chair by the door in the kitchen smoking. I set the gifts down by the tree and hug my parents who I call mom and dad and hug my uncle calling him by name as well. I noticed they were looking at me funny but I did not think anything of it. I hug my sister as I fix her shirt and brush her hair out of her eyes. I look at my brother in-law and comment about him smoking again after so many years of quitting. He says something along the line of work is stressful. I notice they had renovated the kitchen moving the door to the side of the house and clearing out the non used space that was built in behind the closets, which I also commented on. There is a couple sitting at the table that I do not recognize and I give them a quick wave. My mom is smoking in the living room and with my brother smoking by the door it is getting to me. These two kids come out around the corner and I decide I am going to go play with the kids. We go to the spare room where they are set up with toys and a bed and we play for around an hour. I go back to the kitchen for a drink after the hour is done and I realize that everyone is giving me the strangest look. I ask my sister what is going on and she asks me with all seriousness, who are you? I am now confused and I say I am Lora your sister. She says no that is Lora my sister as she points to the woman at the table, her husband and you were playing with her kids. She asks me again, who are you? I say I don't know as I grab my jacket and head down the stairs to the door. I realized that they didn't question who I was because I knew everyone. I knew things that a friend or family would have known and everyone just thought I was a friend of one of theirs and upon me going to play with the kids they realized no one knew who I was.  

After I left the house I went up to the restaurant and wanted to order food. I knew the people at the restaurant but they did not seem to know me or care that I was there. The waitress got my order wrong and no one was speaking to me. I felt insignificant and like I did not matter. I ate my breakfast pondering who I was and what I was supposed to do if I did not belong in this time. I hear an alarm in the distance and start to look for it. Waking up in my bed felt like it took a minute to get back to my body and my bed. I know at the time of this experience I was shedding and clearing a lot about my identity and who I am here in the world. What does your life look like if you remove the people places and things that matter most to you? I felt insignificant. I have since done a lot of inner work to know that even without all my titles and beliefs about who I am and where I come from, that even without them I have a role to play here on the planet. 

Whether I truly exist on a timeline that I do not have this name or family or if it was showing me what not having my identity felt like at that moment in time I was scared to call my sister for a week until I finally called to make sure I was in the timeline that still carried my family. Today I understand my message and have worked on that feeling of insignificance and not belonging.