I was at my sisters for a week. It was for my niece's birthday, our parents were there, and my brother-in-law's family came for the later part of the day. We had spent almost a full day in the hospital for my sister and I was exhausted. This is the first time I can say in my journey I felt completely ungrounded. I was hearing thoughts, feeling all the feelings around me and my head was loud.

Saturday night proved to be challenging. Ungrounded in a home filled with people completely in their human made me take on everything. In my mind and body I felt and heard everything in everyone's head. A secret conversation in my head with my brother-in-law's mother had me in tears in the bathroom, still not information I have shared aside from a little context to my brother about her telling me she wanted to slap the works. I was ridiculed and told I do voodoo, generally doesn't bother me I have been called the devil and told I do the devil's work many times since I have started this journey. It has taught me boundaries and an ultimate knowing that people would rather blame everyone but themselves for what they are experiencing. It has also gave me an even greater disdain for religion and the belief that God is fear. God is love, everything and everyone that has convinced you otherwise has something to gain from you staying in fear of something that is IN YOU. We are not separate from anything in this world we are all of one, created and built from the same material you find in everything on this planet and off.

This night was a hard one to fall asleep however it was my best sleep and I was able to finally face an entity I had been seeing since I was a kid. Even tho the devil and other evil entities are a creation of our minds, they have power until you take it away. These can come from our families, past lives, ancestors and people we have met along the way. If we believe in them, even a little you give them a space to exist. When you fear them, they can manipulate and control your life and be a part of your truth. Having my grounding cord reconnected in the hour of my melt down, I was able to shift away all that was not mind leaving only the entity that had been attached to our family, holding us in a specific timeline pattern for hundreds of year. 

The Dream- I am on a street with my boyfriend and a friend I do not recognize. It is a good day, beautiful outside, I do not know our destination and we are laughing and joking as we walk. A car turns left as we are crossing a street. It barely misses my bf and I hit the hood of the car as it proceeds to almost come on the sidewalk where I still am. When I look back to the sidewalk I do not see my bf. I walk along the sidewalk calling his name. Checking both sides of the road until i feel someone grab my legs. I scream although I do not feel fear, I start to kick and yell for help. I can not see the person holding me but I hear them say to stop fighting no one is coming for me. I break free and run. I get to the other side of the road and slow down. Another person comes out of an alley and grabs me, I sense it is the same person however I still can not see them. I say person loosely as I know it was not a person but held the shape and sounded human when it spoke. Scooby Doo proved that the monster is always human. I was that person. From another life another time. I run from them, into a tim horton's. I go straight to the bathroom and hide. I wash my face and then go out. They call my name. I say I did not order anything. The person behind the counter says maybe you do not remember, you know how bad your memory is. I take the drink and realize it is a small coffee filled with a half a cup of sugar. I do not question my memory and throw it away before leaving. Back on the street, it is empty of people. There are cars driving, but I am the only one walking. I cross back across the road to where we started and find a little girl crying. I stop to talk to her, she says she is lost and doesn't know what to do. I go to console her when she stops crying, her face goes cold and behind me is the same voice, same person and they say can't you see you are never going to escape me. This time I wake up. A couple hours later after messaging a psychic friend about it my niece was bitten by a dog. It gave a warning and it was ignored. Lessons were learned. I instantly went to get rid of the dog and wanting the dog to be put down. The dog is a good dog, it was a high stress weekend and as I said we ignored the warnings. I instantly went to the dream. My friend gave it a name that came to here, the general the killer of light. We made it deaf and dumb in my presence and aside from the sharing of this dream, I have not thought about it and if it pops into my mind I take back my power and know that it may still exist out there but it does not have any power over me or my family. Since then things have shifted quickly in my life. Money flowing, oportunities and so much happiness, joy and manifestation at quick rates of speed.

As I mentioned, all of these man made creations are from within. Parts of us we do not want to acknowledge, whether from our pasts, family, or ancestors. Acknowledge them, have love and forgiveness for the creation of them or the relinquishing of your power to them, and claim back your sovereignty.