Dream 1

These dreams were actually quite interesting and I can only remember the one I had most. There was a wheel of monsters. When I would first fall asleep I would be put in front of a big wheel and told to spin it. It is like a game wheel of prizes at a fair or table at a market that clicks on posts when you spin it. The wheel would land on a monster and that would be my dream for the night. I could wake up as many times as I could and still go right back to where I was in the dream when I went back to sleep. I never questioned my insomnia for years of my life when I look back on this. The one I can remember was a ghost ship. I would always have one of the kids I babysat at the time with me. We would have to go onto this ship and play the game. The game was supposed to be interactive but like in a haunted house the monsters were not able to touch or harm you. We would start at the bridge and read the instructions. We had to navigate the ship and find all the hidden clues to get us to the finish where we would get our prize. The first place we go is down a ladder into a room below deck. There are skeletons and lots of bugs, snakes and other creepy crawlies around the room. We go in and look for the clue in that room. I feel a tug on my leg, thinking the child in my care is scared and touching me I reach down. It is dark and I can not really see. I realize I feel a bony hand, definitely not a child. The skeleton is grabbing me and pulling on me. I scream and tell the kid to get out as I am fighting off this skeleton. I get free and scramble up onto the deck. All the other participants are dead and it is just me and the kid. We start to run and get off the ship but the monsters are everywhere and have us surrounded.  We dodge and duck as we work our way to the back of the boat. We make it but the runners of the game are dead and we are now somewhere at sea. As we are getting overcome and about to be killed that is when I wake up.

I do remember that not all of them were violent or deadly dreams. I know there was one monster I would always want to land on because we had a lot of fun together in the dream. There was about 10 different monsters on the board and one slot that would be a have a good sleep spot. 

Dream 2

This dream was not a recurring one. I had it the same week of my surgery that I had the dream about my ex in from blog 1. I was accepted to be on the wheel of fortune. I was overwhelmingly in the lead in the game, a sure fire win. I had over a hundred thousand dollars and there was one round left so I decided to sit out to ensure the others had a better chance to win more money. I do the final round and leave with a vacation, car and even more money. Pat and Vanna were so impressed by me they invited me to go to there pool after the show and I claim my prizes. My sister had drove me there because I had just had surgery. She was in the audience and waiting for me after the show. I have to go up to the second floor to claim my prize. I have to go up 2 escalators to get to the desk to get all the info on getting my prizes. The first escalator is normal, as I get to the second one I realize that the roof gets really low and there is a gap about 2 feet that I have to jump to get to the second floor. At this time in my life I suffered from a fear of falling, fear of heights and was never good at jumping. Parlet was not going to be something I tried. As I get to the top I realize I have to make the gap while ducking the roof. I start to panic but i actually make it onto the floor.  When I stand up the ceilings are vaulted and there is so much space that I am confused on why the escalator is the way it is. I go claim my prize and start to head to the pool. I take an elevator down that I did not see as an option when I went upstairs. I meet up with my sister and we walk the field toward the outdoor pool we are invited to. As we are walking I realize I can not go swimming because I just had surgery so we go tell them we are not going to stay and get in the car and head home. When we get home I wake up on the couch and I am dissappointed that I did not win any of the prizes. 

Both of these dreams I believe were showing me different timelines or alternate realities. I also recognize as I type this the message that things can feel like they are getting really tight and hard with a jump to make before life gets better and opens up and maybe you find the elevator you did not see as an option. We make our choices without always looking for  other options or ways to get what we need. I spent most my life making external choices based on what I new of the 3D world to guide me and what I was doing to succeed as I believed success to be. Today I have found my elevator and have gone inward to change how I create my life.  I have found amazing clear ways to move forward and create the life I love with ease and grace. 

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