Welcome to my dream space! As I have been on my soul led journey I have found myself deep in my dreams to get information, effectively navigate in detail my akashic records, find old time lines and information from this timeline that was affecting me in the present. I have been interpreting dreams since the beginning for myself and others. I lucid dream and astral travel, both are facinating and give different ways of receiving information. When I astral travel I am taken by my guides, the arcturian and galactic councils most regularly to learn and bring back important information to share with the collective and to use to elevate my own growth and life.
I am going to share my reoccurring dreams from when I was a teenager that have stuck with me for 30 years now. This is where we start today. They are short so I will be sharing a couple of them here. I am leaving the comments open for interpretation from others and I will also share what my interpretations are where I have them.
Dream 1
For context I figure skated semi-professionally as a child/teenager. I spent most of my life on the rink, I was invited to many competitions although I did not win I loved doing them. An ankle injury followed by a knee injury had me leave skating around 13 years old and although I still love the ice I do not skate as often as I did then.
I show up at a new rink for a dance competition. The arena is huge, two floors and a massive area for people to watch. It was smaller than the standard hockey arena however there is a similar design. The change rooms are upstairs on the second floor. When you look up you can see the change rooms, there is a half wall so you can not see people changing from down there but you can make out lockers and doors above. There is a lot of people in the building getting settled and ready to watch. We take an elevator up to the second floor to start getting ready. When we are up in the change room I notice that there is no button to get back into the elevator. I ask and a lady says that there is only two ways down, the stairs between the rafters of people or to jump. I am shocked and confused but say okay and go back to getting ready. It is time to go down for me, all the people that were in the change room with me are gone. I look around and realize I am late and jump. On my way down I realize there is no one in the stands and that everyone is gone. I wake up falling off my bed before I hit the ice.
When I was about 17 and going through some depression I had this dream. When I went to sleep I remembered hearing that you could die in your sleep if you hit the ground, I had decided that in going to sleep I would let myself hit the ground. I used to think about this dream a lot as I had it a lot and could conjure it up at will for many years. This night I decided I would hit the ground as my family would not see it as a suicide if I died in my sleep. As I am here writing this I can safely say that unless you have a heart issue or experience Freddy Krueger you do not die when you hit the ground in your sleep, I violently hit the floor harder than when I popped out before I hit.
I have never looked for the meaning to this dream as a dream interpreter that uses my dreams for information. If you have any insights please comment and let me know what you think. Looking at it today I can see the loneliness I was feeling and trapped with two choices and taking the leap to get there faster not wanting to take all the steps to achieve a more stable outcome.
Dream 2
For context I was on pain killers from a surgery, breast reduction at 21. I went to stay with my parents because my boyfriend, now ex husband, did not want to care for me since he had to work and my mom was not working at the time. He refused to come see me stating no money and the day he was supposed to pick me up I ended up getting our friend to come because he got drunk and stayed the night with some girl. Yes I still married him and no I do not hold any hate towards the horrible relationship we had. I chose it, I stayed through the abuse and when I finally had a shift in perspective on what I wanted in life I left. I gained more than I lost.
When I got back to Edmonton I went to our apartment and I packed all my stuff. He still had not returned from his night out with friends. I went apartment hunting because I was not going to stay somewhere I was not wanted - I see where my higher-self wanted this to be what I did and looking back I believe there was a timeline I did do this- I found an apartment I could afford, a cute bachelor suite downtown, a few subdivisions over. I paid the rent and gathered my friends and a truck and went back to the apartment and got my stuff. I was not greedy I took only what I needed. I work so I planned to buy what I didn't have as I could. I found months go by in this dream and I do not see him. I do not change my number, he just doesn't call like I didn't exist. After months of establishing myself in my apartment, making new friends and living life on my own I am walking around with a group of friends and we run into him. I am walking past and not paying him attention. He reaches out and grabs my arm and asks when I am coming home. I say I have a home and I have been gone for months not hearing from him so why would I go there now. We part ways and I wake up.
I was given a glimpse of how to change my life in that moment. I stayed in a relationship that did not work for me, never feeling trapped, I felt obligated. I was always taught loyalty and stand by your choices. I still believe in both, however when I make a poor choice I now pivot much more quickly and speak my truth vs living a life I do not love. Trust that you are never stuck. When you know that you are needing to change to be happy, ask for the solution. Thank Source, God the Universe for showing you the solution and see what shows up. Whether in your dream space or opportunities to move forward, synchronicities and more will find their way to you to show you what you can do to change your life.
This is a space that I am being fully open about my life, my experiences and how dreams have been a huge piece of my experience in this lifetime, I am excited to share more and if at anytime you feel called, you can book a free call to see if we vibe or book a reading in which your intention is to get insight into your dreams.
With love and light Always!
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