I was at my sisters for a week. It was for my niece's birthday, our parents were there, and my brother-in-law's family came for the later part of the day. We had spent almost a full day in the hospital for my sister and I was exhausted. This is the first time I can say in my journey I felt completely ungrounded. I was hearing thoughts, feeling all the feelings around me and my head was loud.

Saturday night proved to be challenging. Ungrounded in a home filled with people completely in their human made me take on everything. In my mind and body I felt and heard everything in everyone's head. A secret conversation in my head with my brother-in-law's mother had me in tears in the bathroom, still not information I have shared aside from a little context to my brother about her telling me she wanted to slap the works. I was ridiculed and told I do voodoo, generally doesn't bother me I have been called the devil and told I do the devil's work many times since I have started this journey. It has taught me boundaries and an ultimate knowing that people would rather blame everyone but themselves for what they are experiencing. It has also gave me an even greater disdain for religion and the belief that God is fear. God is love, everything and everyone that has convinced you otherwise has something to gain from you staying in fear of something that is IN YOU. We are not separate from anything in this world we are all of one, created and built from the same material you find in everything on this planet and off.

This night was a hard one to fall asleep however it was my best sleep and I was able to finally face an entity I had been seeing since I was a kid. Even tho the devil and other evil entities are a creation of our minds, they have power until you take it away. These can come from our families, past lives, ancestors and people we have met along the way. If we believe in them, even a little you give them a space to exist. When you fear them, they can manipulate and control your life and be a part of your truth. Having my grounding cord reconnected in the hour of my melt down, I was able to shift away all that was not mind leaving only the entity that had been attached to our family, holding us in a specific timeline pattern for hundreds of year. 

The Dream- I am on a street with my boyfriend and a friend I do not recognize. It is a good day, beautiful outside, I do not know our destination and we are laughing and joking as we walk. A car turns left as we are crossing a street. It barely misses my bf and I hit the hood of the car as it proceeds to almost come on the sidewalk where I still am. When I look back to the sidewalk I do not see my bf. I walk along the sidewalk calling his name. Checking both sides of the road until i feel someone grab my legs. I scream although I do not feel fear, I start to kick and yell for help. I can not see the person holding me but I hear them say to stop fighting no one is coming for me. I break free and run. I get to the other side of the road and slow down. Another person comes out of an alley and grabs me, I sense it is the same person however I still can not see them. I say person loosely as I know it was not a person but held the shape and sounded human when it spoke. Scooby Doo proved that the monster is always human. I was that person. From another life another time. I run from them, into a tim horton's. I go straight to the bathroom and hide. I wash my face and then go out. They call my name. I say I did not order anything. The person behind the counter says maybe you do not remember, you know how bad your memory is. I take the drink and realize it is a small coffee filled with a half a cup of sugar. I do not question my memory and throw it away before leaving. Back on the street, it is empty of people. There are cars driving, but I am the only one walking. I cross back across the road to where we started and find a little girl crying. I stop to talk to her, she says she is lost and doesn't know what to do. I go to console her when she stops crying, her face goes cold and behind me is the same voice, same person and they say can't you see you are never going to escape me. This time I wake up. A couple hours later after messaging a psychic friend about it my niece was bitten by a dog. It gave a warning and it was ignored. Lessons were learned. I instantly went to get rid of the dog and wanting the dog to be put down. The dog is a good dog, it was a high stress weekend and as I said we ignored the warnings. I instantly went to the dream. My friend gave it a name that came to here, the general the killer of light. We made it deaf and dumb in my presence and aside from the sharing of this dream, I have not thought about it and if it pops into my mind I take back my power and know that it may still exist out there but it does not have any power over me or my family. Since then things have shifted quickly in my life. Money flowing, oportunities and so much happiness, joy and manifestation at quick rates of speed.

As I mentioned, all of these man made creations are from within. Parts of us we do not want to acknowledge, whether from our pasts, family, or ancestors. Acknowledge them, have love and forgiveness for the creation of them or the relinquishing of your power to them, and claim back your sovereignty.

This dream lead me down some important paths. I found gene keys which helped me to look at some of the parts of my life that I was not  going deep into. It provided new perceptions on situations and a look at what the shadows associated with my birth chart that needed my attention. There is still a lot I am discovering from that space and have really found my way forward in my life and my practice.

Dream - I am in my car, I believe I am in Mundare by where my grandparents used to live. I am doing a live broadcast on social media and attached to my phone is a secondary camera that is on a cord plugged into the usb port. The live is busy with lots of people asking questions and getting readings. The live goes blank all of a sudden and just stops. The screen goes black after the stream of people stops and are no longer coming through. I reach for my phone, as I grab it the camera falls. I stop reaching for my phone which is on a stand attached to the dash and reach for the camera. I notice that the world now looks just as dark as my phone, I am straightening up from grabbing the camera and as I do a picture flashes on my phone. It was fast but clear, it was an old photo very sepia in color. A woman in the top picture, my mom very young and a man below also very young, my dad. The pictures were from the late sixties or early seventies. The picture is gone as fast as it popped up and I am again aware of how dark it is in my car, almost as though it is night but in the moments before the sun was high in the sky. As I find my attention back on my phone a shadow darker than the sky crawls out from the back of my phone. It moves very intentionally across the dash towards me, it is no bigger than the space between the dash and roof of the car and it has me scrambling to get myself out of the car away from it. I can not get the car door open. Fear grips me and I find I can't scream or make a noise to get my bf's attention. He seems to see that I want out of the car and runs to the driver side, unable to get in. I get out a whisper as the shadow moves from the dash towards me on the seat. I am still doing everything to get away but there is nowhere to go. I wake up to a touch from my bf as I was frantic in my sleep. 

When I woke up there was no fear. I have had many nightmares where the fear or pain followed me as I awoke. I asked questions about the symbolism in the dream. The shadow representing the actual shadow work needed in regards to forgiveness and releasing things that my parents carried and that I carried because they did. There was a few more things that came up in my ancestral line and also my own past lives that was shifted within having this dream as well. If there is any shadow work you are struggling to reframe, go to genekeys.com and  see what it has to say. I can say it helped me move a lot fast. 

As I was working more consistently with my Akashic records and asking for my guides to give me a clear look at what I needed to address within that space, I had a dream about a lifetime that I had big dreams but little money knowledge and no business sense. I had a brother who was younger than me, he was well kept and put together. I went to him for everything. Our parents had passed away and left us an inheritance. I do not know the amount, however I do know I was gung hoe to start a business. Things kept going wrong. I was not hanging with a good crowd and I was not engaging in all things good. I was spending the money on way more than my new business and when something went wrong in the kitchen I did not have enough to open. I am now the observer of this scene. I am looking at it from above the situation as it is happening. I am asking my brother for ten thousand dollars. In fact I am practically begging. I tell him I will never ask for another dime and I will pay him back as my business brings in money, I will pay him first.  I do not witness anymore than that part of the exchange.

Leading into this dream I am in a flying car. We are flying between planets on a highway that looks like the rings of Saturn. I am with beings and others I recognize but can't name. We go quite far before coming to a mall type space. I am guided up the stairs and told to look down at the scene. I experienced the first part of the dream as the guy I am now observing, I moved from that experience to the observer in a flash I can not describe.

In this life I never had any more than ten thousand dollars come to at once. As I shift and move this energy the flow of money has shifted and changed. Making  choices, learning to calm my nervous system to allow in an experience I have never had before and expanding my chakras have been key to calling in my clients, success and having money come from expected and unexpected ways. We carry so much from past lives, ancestors and family that we do not know until we are willing to ask questions, get curious in loving ways and step through the fear of judgement and loss plus so many other fears we carry. 

The programs and guidance I offer moves you through all experiences, known and unknown, that are holding you from stepping into your soul path with ease and flow. So many get stuck in the journey after they get started because there is this knowing that everything is meant for us and it doesn't make sense that we can not call it in easily. I offer guidance and practices paired with recode and quantum shifting that moves you into your dream life with such speed it feels fake. Book a FREE call on my home page to see if what I do and offer is right for you. Or hop right in, go to the store or follow the links for payment options!

Following the last timeline dream I had another dream that brought me to a timeline that was completely different to where I exist today. It was a closer representation as my sister was still my sister and she owned the house she owns today. Key differences were our ages, we were way younger than we are today and in this timeline both of our parents had passed.  As well our close friend group were our co workers in this timeline.

I wake up and it is time to go to work. I go up the stairs to find my sister and brother in-law having breakfast waiting for me to go to work. I noticed right away that something was different. In my mind I am scrambling because my niece is not here and my brother in law always tells me I am not allowed to live with them. I stay casual and grab something to eat. They tell me to make it on the go because we are going to be late for work. I make some toast and put on my shoes. We drive for about ten minutes and get to work, we work at a place that makes, fixes and sells frames for doors and windows.  I have really noticed my sister has piercings all over her face including cheeks and nose, she does not have those in this timeline. I keep finding myself staring at them. She asks me numerous times if I am feeling okay. I sit behind a desk, I know it is mine because my name is on it. I start reading signs and watching what everyone else is doing because I have no idea what I do here. I see our friends and they are working in the back building. They do not acknowledge me or talk to me when I talk to them. I realize I have no clue what I am supposed to do. I get called over to a different station, a broken window and lock have come in and apparently this is my strong suit. I sit down and get to work. A guy comes over seeing me struggle, he asks me if I am okay. The same question my sister keeps asking me. I tell him I woke up feeling really off and I can not seem to get my head together. He shows me what I was doing wrong. I thank him and ask him some questions about what I do here. He seems very confused at my questions. I tell him I do not want to sound crazy but nothing here is familiar to me except for my sister and brother inlaw and the people I recognize from where I believe I from that do not seem to know me in any way. I ask him not to say anything that I am sure I will figure my shit out and thank him for helping me. As we finish work and get home I ask my sister to go for a walk with me. I tell her everything about why I was feeling off and what I remember of where I was when I went to sleep. I tell her to take out her piercings and to take better care of her health. I tell her how she got fit and got pregnant with my niece right after. She cried because they had been trying and she was having issues conceiving. I tell her what fixed it in the other timeline and that I know she was going to succeed. I went to sleep after dinner and woke up back in my bed.

I called my sister and told her all about it. I told her I hoped I made her life better in that timeline and that if they ever merge what she could watch for. 

I am jumping to this particular dream experience because it touches on how our lives are happening all at once. I see other lives when I do readings and some of them feel as tho we have experienced the linear time effect in different bodies, as different sexes and different races. It hurts my brain to think that we are in different bodies and that timelines outside the present moment are affecting how we are living today. This leads me to believe that everything happening all at once is relative to the body and sex we are in this moment. I believe that in those bodies and sexes that there were other timelines and paths that were relative to that space in time. I know we carry the lessons from our past lives and many of us here today are here to heal our past trauma as well as the family trauma we have chosen to be born into in this lifetime. Along this frame of time since the only time that exists is the present we are running timelines where we are in the body we are in, but we chose different families, unique experiences and are also living with alternate timelines where we made different choices which are generally the timelines we can jump to both when we make aligning decisions to our optimal timelines or when we make decisions that take us into harder experiences where things are not working out for us. The whole earth experience is teaching us how to step into our consciousness and be aware that we are creating our lives with the choices we make.  

This dream had me visit a timeline that I was in my body, but everything else was different. I had the memories of who I am here and all the places and people I saw were all the same, except for the role of me.

It was Christmas time, I know this because of the decorations and who was at my family's house. There was no snow though which did alert me to something being off. I pull up and park in front of my neighbors house across the road. I always park there because it drives him nuts. I have presents in my hand and I am showing up alone. I am driving my Hyundai Elantra, which in this lifetime my parents gave to me, I had an accident, and it was written off. There were definitely a few tells that things were different and I know a few stood out to let me know I was not in this timeline. My sister owns a house and my parents sold our house that I am at in this dream a few years ago now.  I go into the house, walking in without knocking and say hello. My parents are on the couch with my uncle, the pets are running around. My sister is in the kitchen cooking and my brother inlaw is sitting in a chair by the door in the kitchen smoking. I set the gifts down by the tree and hug my parents who I call mom and dad and hug my uncle calling him by name as well. I noticed they were looking at me funny but I did not think anything of it. I hug my sister as I fix her shirt and brush her hair out of her eyes. I look at my brother in-law and comment about him smoking again after so many years of quitting. He says something along the line of work is stressful. I notice they had renovated the kitchen moving the door to the side of the house and clearing out the non used space that was built in behind the closets, which I also commented on. There is a couple sitting at the table that I do not recognize and I give them a quick wave. My mom is smoking in the living room and with my brother smoking by the door it is getting to me. These two kids come out around the corner and I decide I am going to go play with the kids. We go to the spare room where they are set up with toys and a bed and we play for around an hour. I go back to the kitchen for a drink after the hour is done and I realize that everyone is giving me the strangest look. I ask my sister what is going on and she asks me with all seriousness, who are you? I am now confused and I say I am Lora your sister. She says no that is Lora my sister as she points to the woman at the table, her husband and you were playing with her kids. She asks me again, who are you? I say I don't know as I grab my jacket and head down the stairs to the door. I realized that they didn't question who I was because I knew everyone. I knew things that a friend or family would have known and everyone just thought I was a friend of one of theirs and upon me going to play with the kids they realized no one knew who I was.  

After I left the house I went up to the restaurant and wanted to order food. I knew the people at the restaurant but they did not seem to know me or care that I was there. The waitress got my order wrong and no one was speaking to me. I felt insignificant and like I did not matter. I ate my breakfast pondering who I was and what I was supposed to do if I did not belong in this time. I hear an alarm in the distance and start to look for it. Waking up in my bed felt like it took a minute to get back to my body and my bed. I know at the time of this experience I was shedding and clearing a lot about my identity and who I am here in the world. What does your life look like if you remove the people places and things that matter most to you? I felt insignificant. I have since done a lot of inner work to know that even without all my titles and beliefs about who I am and where I come from, that even without them I have a role to play here on the planet. 

Whether I truly exist on a timeline that I do not have this name or family or if it was showing me what not having my identity felt like at that moment in time I was scared to call my sister for a week until I finally called to make sure I was in the timeline that still carried my family. Today I understand my message and have worked on that feeling of insignificance and not belonging.

The first time I had a dream that felt as though it was expanding on the work I do in the Akashic records, was near the beginning of my journey. As I was experiencing the dream I felt as though I was both observing the dream and part of the dream. I could go from looking at the scene from a distance and then move into the dream and be up close to the options and experience what it would look like to make each choice. That has been common for me in a lot of dreams that I do not attribute to the work in the Akashic as well. Being able to observe and be a part of the dreams has become a normal way for me to experience my sleep space.

I am on a dock on a lake. There are a few boats tied to different legs of the dock, and there are multiple extensions of the dock off of the main walkway. Some of the dock extensions are short, and others are long. I am walking up and down the dock, looking up each one. I am very indecisive and I do not know which way to go. 

For context about where I was in life, I was just starting my soul journey. I had a friend who told me he had feelings for me, and I was in a relationship. I am still in the same relationship and still friends with the person who expressed his feelings for me. 

As I walked along the dock, I looked up one of the shorter extensions and I see the friend who expressed his feelings for me. I watched as I chose this path and went towards my friend. We were happy for a little while, and as we came to another fork in the road he chose one path and I chose another, and I watched as our friendship as well as the relationship, disappear. I walk back to the dock and continue looking up each path. I see my current partner ahead of me on the dock. I walk to him and we continue up and down different extensions. At the end of the dock, I go left. We come to the end, and it is black and abrupt, as though the choices on this path were undetermined and uncertain as to what it would look like if I took this left. We go back and go the other way. As we go the other way, we continue to look up other paths off this extension, and as we do, we continue to come back to the main walkway and go together. I know there were twists and turns and still many choices to make at the time of this dream for how things were going to look, it gave me the answer I needed at the time in regards to my relationship and how to proceed with my friend.

The experiences down each path were clear and not clear at the same time. I was given the answer to my question and although they showed me many paths with many choices I only felt called to check out a small number of them and I was only shown my relationships in regards to each party and whether they would be happy or last. I was not looking to leave my partner only for confirmation that I was making the right choice staying in my relationship as we had been having some issues. I made the choice to communicate and make choices together in how we wanted to experience our relationship going forward.

Since I have been on my Soul led path my dream space has become sacred. Back in the time that I have shared the dreams from, I was not a fan of sleeping. I have covered the dreams I fully remember from that time and from there I began to have night terrors. I would wake up screaming, fighting and even gave my ex husband a fat lip and black eye at some point from the violence in my dream space. I did not know this then, bad dreams are a source of vital information. When you are not taking the information from your everyday dreams, and the message is important, you are given nightmares to get your full attention. When you can step through the fear and take an observer view on the nightmare, you will find many messages entangled in something you initially viewed as terrifying. 

Our minds are turning short term memories into long term memories, going through important and unimportant information, healing the body and many other functions as we sleep. The fact that our higher-self, guides, source energy/God can use the space to give us messages is intriguing in that you would think with everything else happening as we sleep would make that impossible. We are in theta, beta and other levels of frequency at this time. The states we are in are the learning states we experienced as children. You can reach this state in meditation and in moments that you are completely calm like hypnosis or sitting in silence where you are focused on finding the space between thoughts.

There are many books and sites you can google to find the meaning behind different animals, symbols, experiences and more however a lot of times you may need to pay attention to the emotion or feelings behind the fear or emotions that you were facing, the fear and emotion itself can also many times be the message. When we live in fear we give power to forces created here on earth and find ourselves unable to stay aligned to our soul path, abundance, love and other things we are meant to experience in this life. The information you find in dream dictionaries and other sources can be very limiting in the interpretation of the dreams or nightmares you are having. Use discernment and use any source of help with a open mind to expand what you may already feel when looking at the dream. Write it down and come back to the dream a day or more later. After the emotion and energy has time to settle, you will be able to pick out the pieces holding the answers you are seeking.

Be intentional in your dream space. As you are looking deeper into this space you will want to set strong intentions, ask questions and be ready to wake up and write to not miss any of the important things that come through. If you have struggled remembering your dreams and only know what you wake up feeling, write that down and again ask questions. As you write what you are feeling, continue to write what comes to mind about the emotions and feelings you are having, free flow write everything that comes up even when you start to feel like you are making things up, keep going and see what comes through. This is a good practice to begin to connect with the sources providing you with the information in the dreams and find the answers you are seeking.  As you do this often it will get easier, you may hold onto the dreams longer, remember more detail and get the meanings to what you are asking or needing to know in life quickly and effectively.

Dream

This dream/night terror was incredibly real, almost as though I timelined jump before I knew what that was. It was a beautiful night, when I had went to bed I had mentioned to my boyfriend that I wish I had a tent because I would love to sleep out by the stars. In my dream I woke up. Nothing was out of place, there was nothing in my room that stood out as different, I felt awake. The stars were bright and I decided I was going to sleep outside, despite the objection from my boyfriend still. I told he he didn't have to come outside with me and that I was going to set myself up to enjoy the beautiful night. I found my air matress and pump, took it outside with a couple of blankets and pillows and pumped up the air matress. I decided that I wanted to be at the edge of my driveway, I believe my reason was to be aware of anything going on out front. We lived in a small town, never busy at night and did not think any more of the reasoning behind putting my mattress there. As I was getting everything put together, matress was blown up and I was putting on the sheet and blankets I thought I saw something that flickered under the street lamp across the street. It was tall, black and fast, too fast to really see but it felt animal like the way the eyes caught the light. I went out to the front yard and looked around, again nothing was any different than it normally is and I did not see any animals or other things out of place so I went back to my mattress. I fell asleep easliy and my boyfriend had decided to stay out with me making me feel at ease. I wake up to two giant 3' spiders stabbing us with their legs, hissing and biting at us. I start to freak out, I am shielding myself with my pillow and kicking with all my might at these things. One is on top of my boyfriend who I here groan and yell ouch which tells me this is real and makes me fight even harder. I am sure we are dead because these spiders are relentless and my boyfriend sounds like he is losing his fight.

When he finally wakes me up, he is on top of me holding me down, he has a bloody nose and has obviously fighting to get me to wake up for awhile. I sit up and catch my breath. I realize we are in our room still and instantly calm down, he asks me what the heck that was as he is cleaning up his face and I remember barely awake telling him spiders as I laid down and went back to sleep. By this time I had been having night terrors for a couple years and as soon as I was calm I went back to sleep no problem. The next morning, my boyfriend has been awake since he woke me from the dream and is mad that I can just go right back to sleep after, my sister comes up and said she thought we were all getting murdered and she had just pulled her blankets over her head after I stopped yelling and hoped for the best.

This is another dream I have not looked for the meaning behind, it took place over 20 years ago and do not remember details of what I was going through at the time.

Dreams are a source of lots of information. From our guides to our own intuition you can receive lessons, warnings and answers to questions to name a few things that come through in that space. Depending on how you choose to use the space, you can change how you connect with departed spirits, astral travel and lucid dream as you put focus on using the space effectively. I am sharing dreams from before the time I understood that dreams were so much more than the practical function of changing short term information into long term memory and the healing our bodies do when we sleep as well.

This next dream is a recurring dream I had for around three or more years. I used to have it regularly and it started to come less and less until I no longer had it.

For context, I grew up in the Edmonton area, close to West Edmonton Mall. Some of my family live very close to the mall, and we used to do the water park for birthdays.  In the dream we are at the water park. It is a normal scene although the slides were a little different. My favorite slide required a bunch of stairs to a platform that was technically outside of the park. My dad is up on the platform and a couple of my cousins are there in the lineup already. As we are waiting our turn I look out and all the water in the water park is turning red. The water has turned to blood and now we have to figure out how to get out of the park. We decide to go down the slide and I always wake up before we do.  The other people are panicking and running down stairs, people are getting hurt and jumping out of the other slides. It is chaos. I do not feel the chaos where we are but see it all around. I am grossed out by it but ready to take the slide to avoid the rest of the chaos.

This next dream is a dream I had, however I do not know that it was a recurring dream as such. It was more of a progressive dream that I was able to see into the first three months of when I figure my dark night of the soul was in full swing. I am going to start with something that was related to the dream that physically manifested and was experienced by my family and friend. In our basement we collected bottles to turn in for extra money on our vacations when I was a kid. They were always sorted into boxes from the bottle depot before we took them in. One night me and my friend were playing video games in the rumpus room and we hear a crash from the hallway. We figure one of the pets had knocked over the bottles. There was also a window there so a thought of an intruder crossed our minds when my parents were yelling at us for making the noise. We said it had to have been one of the pets because we had not left the room. When we went to look, all the bottles were stacked, there was no mess and no intruder. That was the first of many times I can recall of hearing bottles crash and it not happening until I lived in the apartment from this dream.

The dream was of me moving to a city aways away from my family and moving in with a friend. I did not know my friend yet and he was not familiar in my dream. When we met in real life we were inseparable. The apartment was a two bedroom with nice closet space. In the one closet there was a jewelry holder and lots of hanging space and drawers. With a second closet type space with a drawer, two shelves and a space to hang clothes. There was a washing machine in the second bedroom which was not installed properly upon us moving in. It broke and flooded the apartment shortly after we moved in. After a month of being in the apartment together things started to go missing and after three months I was finally forced to move out. Fast forward to the weeks leading up to us moving into the apartment. I started to dream about us moving in again. I saw a few of the fights, something getting stolen and more. I was able to say when it would happen and who it was going to include in what was happening. I changed a few things which seemed to make the outcomes worse at the time. I fixed the washing machine when we moved in and told my friend I only could see three months of us living together in the apartment. At three months was when I moved out. I won't go into specifics as it was a very pivotal time and not a good one for a lot of it. I may do another post in a separate space to talk about some of the paranormal and psychic attacks that took place in the apartment. The bottles hung on the door to the closet, we heard someone come into the apartment and the bottles were knocked off of the handle of the closet. Since that happened I have not heard the sound of bottles falling again.  The dream progressed exactly how the three months in the apartment did. I told my friend a few of the things I saw before we moved in and as we lived there I experienced things that made me think I was losing my mind. I know it was important to my journey and I am glad to have had the experience as I feel it showed me how much power we have once we stop letting what we see happening in the 3D affect how we feel and experience our lives.

Dream 1

These dreams were actually quite interesting and I can only remember the one I had most. There was a wheel of monsters. When I would first fall asleep I would be put in front of a big wheel and told to spin it. It is like a game wheel of prizes at a fair or table at a market that clicks on posts when you spin it. The wheel would land on a monster and that would be my dream for the night. I could wake up as many times as I could and still go right back to where I was in the dream when I went back to sleep. I never questioned my insomnia for years of my life when I look back on this. The one I can remember was a ghost ship. I would always have one of the kids I babysat at the time with me. We would have to go onto this ship and play the game. The game was supposed to be interactive but like in a haunted house the monsters were not able to touch or harm you. We would start at the bridge and read the instructions. We had to navigate the ship and find all the hidden clues to get us to the finish where we would get our prize. The first place we go is down a ladder into a room below deck. There are skeletons and lots of bugs, snakes and other creepy crawlies around the room. We go in and look for the clue in that room. I feel a tug on my leg, thinking the child in my care is scared and touching me I reach down. It is dark and I can not really see. I realize I feel a bony hand, definitely not a child. The skeleton is grabbing me and pulling on me. I scream and tell the kid to get out as I am fighting off this skeleton. I get free and scramble up onto the deck. All the other participants are dead and it is just me and the kid. We start to run and get off the ship but the monsters are everywhere and have us surrounded.  We dodge and duck as we work our way to the back of the boat. We make it but the runners of the game are dead and we are now somewhere at sea. As we are getting overcome and about to be killed that is when I wake up.

I do remember that not all of them were violent or deadly dreams. I know there was one monster I would always want to land on because we had a lot of fun together in the dream. There was about 10 different monsters on the board and one slot that would be a have a good sleep spot. 

Dream 2

This dream was not a recurring one. I had it the same week of my surgery that I had the dream about my ex in from blog 1. I was accepted to be on the wheel of fortune. I was overwhelmingly in the lead in the game, a sure fire win. I had over a hundred thousand dollars and there was one round left so I decided to sit out to ensure the others had a better chance to win more money. I do the final round and leave with a vacation, car and even more money. Pat and Vanna were so impressed by me they invited me to go to there pool after the show and I claim my prizes. My sister had drove me there because I had just had surgery. She was in the audience and waiting for me after the show. I have to go up to the second floor to claim my prize. I have to go up 2 escalators to get to the desk to get all the info on getting my prizes. The first escalator is normal, as I get to the second one I realize that the roof gets really low and there is a gap about 2 feet that I have to jump to get to the second floor. At this time in my life I suffered from a fear of falling, fear of heights and was never good at jumping. Parlet was not going to be something I tried. As I get to the top I realize I have to make the gap while ducking the roof. I start to panic but i actually make it onto the floor.  When I stand up the ceilings are vaulted and there is so much space that I am confused on why the escalator is the way it is. I go claim my prize and start to head to the pool. I take an elevator down that I did not see as an option when I went upstairs. I meet up with my sister and we walk the field toward the outdoor pool we are invited to. As we are walking I realize I can not go swimming because I just had surgery so we go tell them we are not going to stay and get in the car and head home. When we get home I wake up on the couch and I am dissappointed that I did not win any of the prizes. 

Both of these dreams I believe were showing me different timelines or alternate realities. I also recognize as I type this the message that things can feel like they are getting really tight and hard with a jump to make before life gets better and opens up and maybe you find the elevator you did not see as an option. We make our choices without always looking for  other options or ways to get what we need. I spent most my life making external choices based on what I new of the 3D world to guide me and what I was doing to succeed as I believed success to be. Today I have found my elevator and have gone inward to change how I create my life.  I have found amazing clear ways to move forward and create the life I love with ease and grace. 

This dream was 

Welcome to my dream space! As I have been on my soul led journey I have found myself deep in my dreams to get information, effectively navigate in detail my akashic records, find old time lines and information from this timeline that was affecting me in the present. I have been interpreting dreams since the beginning for myself and others. I lucid dream and astral travel, both are facinating and give different ways of receiving information. When I astral travel I am taken by my guides, the arcturian and galactic councils most regularly to learn and bring back important information to share with the collective and to use to elevate my own growth and life.

I am going to share my reoccurring dreams from when I was a teenager that have stuck with me for 30 years now. This is where we start today. They are short so I will be sharing a couple of them here. I am leaving the comments open for interpretation from others and I will also share what my interpretations are where I have them.

Dream 1

For context I figure skated semi-professionally as a child/teenager. I spent most of my life on the rink, I was invited to many competitions although I did not win I loved doing them. An ankle injury followed by a knee injury had me leave skating around 13 years old and although I still love the ice I do not skate as often as I did then.

I show up at a new rink for a dance competition. The arena is huge, two floors and a massive area for people to watch. It was smaller than the standard hockey arena however there is a similar design. The change rooms are upstairs on the second floor. When you look up you can see the change rooms, there is a half wall so you can not see people changing from down there but you can make out lockers and doors above. There is a lot of people in the building getting settled and ready to watch. We take an elevator up to the second floor to start getting ready. When we are up in the change room I notice that there is no button to get back into the elevator. I ask and a lady says that there is only two ways down, the stairs between the rafters of people or to jump. I am shocked and confused but say okay and go back to getting ready. It is time to go down for me, all the people that were in the change room with me are gone. I look around and realize I am late and jump. On my way down I realize there is no one in the stands and that everyone is gone. I wake up falling off my bed before I hit the ice.

When I was about 17 and going through some depression I had this dream. When I went to sleep I remembered hearing that you could die in your sleep if you hit the ground, I had decided that in going to sleep I would let myself hit the ground. I used to think about this dream a lot as I had it a lot and could conjure it up at will for many years. This night I decided I would hit the ground as my family would not see it as a suicide if I died in my sleep. As I am here writing this I can safely say that unless you have a heart issue or experience Freddy Krueger you do not die when you hit the ground in your sleep, I violently hit the floor harder than when I popped out before I hit.

I have never looked for the meaning to this dream as a dream interpreter that uses my dreams for information. If you have any insights please comment and let me know what you think. Looking at it today I can see the loneliness I was feeling and trapped with two choices and taking the leap to get there faster not wanting to take all the steps to achieve a more stable outcome.

Dream 2

For context I was on pain killers from a surgery, breast reduction at 21. I went to stay with my parents because my boyfriend, now ex husband, did not want to care for me since he had to work and my mom was not working at the time. He refused to come see me stating no money and the day he was supposed to pick me up I ended up getting our friend to come because he got drunk and stayed the night with some girl. Yes I still married him and no I do not hold any hate towards the horrible relationship we had. I chose it, I stayed through the abuse and when I finally had a shift in perspective on what I wanted in life I left. I gained more than I lost.

When I got back to Edmonton I went to our apartment and I packed all my stuff. He still had not returned from his night out with friends. I went apartment hunting because I was not going to stay somewhere I was not wanted - I see where my higher-self wanted this to be what I did and looking back I believe there was a timeline I did do this- I found an apartment I could afford, a cute bachelor suite downtown, a few subdivisions over. I paid the rent and gathered my friends and a truck and went back to the apartment and got my stuff. I was not greedy I took only what I needed. I work so I planned to buy what I didn't have as I could. I found months go by in this dream and I do not see him. I do not change my number, he just doesn't call like I didn't exist. After months of establishing myself in my apartment, making new friends and living life on my own I am walking around with a group of friends and we run into him. I am walking past and not paying him attention. He reaches out and grabs my arm and asks when I am coming home. I say I have a home and I have been gone for months not hearing from him so why would I go there now. We part ways and I wake up.

I was given a glimpse of how to change my life in that moment. I stayed in a relationship that did not work for me, never feeling trapped, I felt obligated. I was always taught loyalty and stand by your choices. I still believe in both, however when I make a poor choice I now pivot much more quickly and speak my truth vs living a life I do not love. Trust that you are never stuck. When you know that you are needing to change to be happy, ask for the solution. Thank Source, God the Universe for showing you the solution and see what shows up. Whether in your dream space or opportunities to move forward, synchronicities and  more will find their way to you to show you what you can do to change your life.

This is a space that I am being fully open about my life, my experiences and how dreams have been a huge piece of my experience in this lifetime, I am excited to share more and if at anytime you feel called, you can book a free call to see if we vibe or book a reading in which your intention is to get insight into your dreams.

With love and light Always!